FAIRYTALE!

Honey, you deserve better

I've haven't been blogging much because i'm too busy with school. Recently, I've started schooling.

I'm learning how to be a talented, creative bakering chef. Hehehe! Baking has always been my

favourite hobby and i'm always passionate to do it. Honestly, i'm enjoying my new, restore life ahead of

me. Pushing all the past behind me and starting over a new leaf. Although i'm still deeply logging

for Muhammad Haidar's presence with me as my boyfriend, i know and realize that he isn't coming back

to me. Hmmm, but i'm still wishing that he will. But part of me realize that i deserve better.

Deserve someone that can sweep me of my feet, tell me everything's alright, giving all the surprise that

i love, hold me close with him but not tightly. I know there's a good, honest, worth waiting guy

out there for me. But he hasn't come knocking my door, yet.

xoxo, goodnight

Nori Maz

Special, Confuse & Comfortable

After 2 years of stop slacking, yesterday i spend my time with

Tun Lin, Phyo and their friends. It was, uhmm, every new

and fun experience though but the unpleasant part was all of them

drink alcohol. I wasn't uncomfortable with it because firstly,

i'm afraid of being caught and secondly, i was scared if anything

happen to me but i trust Tun Lin for him to protect me

although he was drunk and could control himself. I don't know

if i should slack with them again. Their fun but, uhmm,

scary though.

The main point of this post is regrading my feelings.

Feelings that i'm having for two boys while they are actually

friends with each other. Unfortunately, they are Tun Lin

and Phyo. Hais , i don't know when all this feelings start

coming around though. I always treated Tun Lin as my

friend. While Phyo, i just got to know him starting

of the school.

I'm comfortable being around Tun Lin, while i feel special

when i talk to Phyo. So, i'm confusing. Hais.. So,

i'm gonna allow my heart to decide by itself. I don't want

to think about at all.

xoxo,

Noriziani

ITE Friends <3

It's been 4 days of schooling already. And we've started learning.

Tomorrow i'll be baking peach tart! Oh my god, i'm so excited though.

But we'll be working in partners. It's fine because we're still not

yet masters of baking. Hahaha! Janice will be partnering with me.

Anyway, my main point of today's post is regrading about my new

friends that i have been with. Well, i know its too early to judge but from

what i feel, they are really good and awesome people to be with.

Always cared for one another, be with one another and most importantly,

had lots of fun with one another. I really hope that this group of girls

will never be apart, i don't want history to repeat itself. I don't want to have

drama between friends again.

Next, this guy name Tony (Tun Lin), he has always been there for

me whenever i need someone. I remembered when i was having a breakdown

because of Haidar, he was there for me all the time. He was there to

comfort me. And now, we're in the same school. Somehow, he has been

taking care of me, we'll go school together but separated when

arrive in school. I remembered he and his friend had to wait for me,

for 15 minutes because i was late. Hehehe. I felt bad though.

But he was willingly waiting for me everyday. Honestly, i have such

good and lovely friends. Old and new friends are still there

for me. Love you guys!

Count on me by Bruno Mars.

You can count on me like one, two, three

I'll be there and i know when i needed

i can count on you like four, three, two

You'll be there cause that's what friends

suppose to do. <3

From the left : Siti Nur Ahzliyana, Janice Lim, Me and Quraisyah

Goodnights, xoxo

Noriziani

Another post for today.

Surprisingly, Muhammad Haidar text-ed me and asked me to take care in school.
And text him up if i need anything. How sudden. Hmm, is he worried for me?
Does he thinks of me? Is he still protective of me? Suddenly all of these questions
came in my thoughts when i read his text message. But i shouldn't be bothered even
he does right, because i have a new life to lead now. Although how i much i love and
miss him but life goes on and i should concentrate on it. But somwehow, i wish he
comes back to me. This song reminds me how much i want to be with him, now and
in the future. And he used to call me beautiful too. If i were to ever have a chance
back with him, i'm making sure i'll keep that chance tight and close to me.

Goodnights, xoxo
Noriziani

First Day Of School

First day of school is finally over. Everything seems so different in ITE.

The life, people and environment there is different. Much more

fun and exciting to learn there. And i even made friends easily, they are

really nice people though. Hahaha! Liyana, Janice and Que, the

way we talked to each other is as though we've known each other for

such a long time. I can't wait to meet them up tomorrow.

Goodnights , xoxo

Noriziani

Back To School

YAYY! Back to school after having 5months of holiday.

Words, numbers, calculation, books, paper and etc. Here i come.

I can't wait for tomorrow but at the same time, i'm nervous

too. Because its a new school and not any other school , its ITE.

There's so many people there , seriously. But my main

point is TO CREATE A BRIGHT FUTURE AHEAD OF ME.

*I'm setting my goals right and keeping it tight .

#1: Focus on studies

#2: Push boys, love aside.

#3: Be one of the selected student for oversea trip.

#4: Score a GPA of 3.5

5#: Finish Nitec and straight to Poly.

Goodnights , xoxo

Noriziani

Life is getting better, recently.

Oh well, i'm handling things much better now. I even find myself much stronger.

Yes, i gotta admit that at times, i do still cry or feel down about what

happen 2 months ago but those tears showed how strong i was to be able to

hold all of the pain that buried inside of me. So, i'm proud to say

that i'm moving on, slowly. Like people always say baby steps. But i'm still

trying my best to get to happiness.

Somehow i would want to thank Muhammad Haidar for changing me into

someone much stronger, smarter, thinkable and religious too.

Those short moments with him actually opened my heart into a new

life/world. Into someone i am today. But deep down inside of

me, i still do dearly, deeply in love with him because he made a great

impact in my life. And it was my fault for letting such a great

person leave my life. if we're meant to be, he'll come back to me

like a shining dark knight. :)

Picture was taken during my stay in condo and was his first time

getting back into the water. Trying to overcome his fears.

I'm proud of him. Muahs! Look how brave he is now. Get into

the water more often alright? You know, i'll be there to

save you if anything happens. Because i'm willing to place my

life on the line for you.

xoxo,

Noriziani

Reality Pulls Me Back , Hard

Everyday there will be a moment when i think i'm

in fairy-tale , as if everything was in a dream . All those happy

moments when i'm with Muhammad Haidar but

reality pulls me back , hard . It makes me realize that

"US" will never happen again . It will never .

So i need to build up a strong wall . A wall of motivation ,

strength , hope and happiness . These are the

things that i need in life to continue without him . I

know he was and still the best guy i ever

been with him . He made me into a different person .

But i need to let go of him , i can't hold on to on

nothing .

For 6 years i admire him , 1 year i like him ,

just by 5 months i love him .

xoxo ,

Noriziani

HAPPIEST DAY !

OH MY GOD ! I met up with my old secondary school crush

at Takashimaya . I had a crush on him for 4 years and

meeting up with him today , gets my tummy nervous . Lol .

He was nervous too but he don't show it . But from

his eyes i could tell . He was smiling all the way when he talks

to me , same goes to me though . GOODNESS ! He

HUGGED MEEEEEEEE ! Phewwww . He grab me and hugged .

Alright , today was the happiest day . Good nights

xoxo ,

Noriziani

1 Month & 2 Weeks

This boy who is hugging me in the picture is my

ex-boyfriend , Muhammad Haidar Bin Amir . We have been apart

for 1 month and 2 weeks already . And now he is to attach

to a girl he got to know in his working place within one month .

But still i love him and miss him a lot .

I'm trying to move on , everyday i'm reminding myself to move

on and look forward . But i can't lie to myself that i

still love , miss , care and worried for him . I can't do that . My

heart can never lie . I still want him in my life as someone

important and special . But i can't . He can no longer be mine and

i can't be his . He leave me astray .

If you ever get to read my blog , you'll know how much i love

you and how much i miss you .

xoxo ,

Noriziani

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