Nini BM

2012-01-31T00:20:00.002+08:00

The Day I Found My Strength

Hey , it's been a while since i blog anything . So yeah ,

today i'm blogging something . Hahaha . Things have been upside

down for me , it has been 3weeks of non-stop pain . But i'm

proud of myself because i was strong enough to hold on to the pain

and never give up on the lovely relationship that i had with

Muhammad Haidar but today , the day that i found strength to let go ,

let go of him , let go of the pain and let go of the past . Because it

clearly shows that he doesn't care or love me already . If he were to love

me , he would have come down to meet me instead of meeting

another girl . Hmm , but it shows how obvious that he doesn't have any

feelings towards me already . Because he used to come over , even

though how tired he is . So yeah , i've learnt to let go and start a

fresh . I don't want to look back anymore because the past can never

bring back the same person he was . I've already tried all my best to be the

best girlfriend but it seem like things are not allowing it . It hurts me

watching him leave and it also hurts me to let go but i'm not going to hold on

and suffer anymore . I had enough . My heart had enough already . If

things were meant to be like this then i'll have to learn to accept the facts .

So from today on wards , i'm no longer a weakling who waits over the phone for

his calls and messages . I'm going to be a strong girl and get over it quick .

School is starting in 2 more months and i need to be a better person . And focus

on my studies . Building up my own wall now . I don't need to lean on others .

good nights , xoxo .

2012-01-15T15:49:00.002+08:00

I messed up

Hey hey , its been awhile since I've write . I think i just need

to let out what exactly i am feeling . Hais .

Studies :

First of all , i didn't make it for my O's . So , i'm entering to ITE

but my interest is in Lassella . But my dad don't wish to pay

the school fees for me . Its okay , everything is a new path and

beginning . Chill . Okay , that's for study life .

Life :

For the past 2months i'm not doing anything nor working but just

babysitting my little brother . What a good job i get huh ? Never mind .

My mum really pissed me off at times . She'll hang with her friends

while i'm stuck at home with my little brother . But i'm really patience .

Although i'm always bored but i'll find things to do . Gotta make

myself happy , :)

Friends :

There are friends that has been there for me when i'm bored or facing

a terrible crisis . Hmm , but not all of them i can rely with my problems

or secrets because I've been exposed before . So , from that day onwards

i learnt not to expose easily . But those you had stayed to listen to me , i

really appreciate it a lot .

Love :

Yesterday i went out with my boyfriend but at the end of the day , we had a

argument . And its because of me , i started the fire . Thanks to my stupidity

feeling of lonely that trigger everything . Ever since he started working I've been

feeling alone but i can't blame him for that because i choose not to work

because if i'm gonna work , we won't have time to spend with each other and

we're about to start school in April . By that time , we have lesser time with each

other . Hmm , i don't know if he thought about it but i did . So , at least for these

3months we spend our time together but it seem like its not happening . I didn't

know i'm asking too much . I asked was a little attention , just a little . Right now ,

he is not texting me . Its as if i'm at fault . Hmm , i guess i don't deserve any attention

from anyone . I should just bottle everything in myself , that might bring peace .

This song from Demi Lovato , Skycraper , really helps me and motivate me a lot .

xoxo ,

Noriziani

2011-12-12T17:24:00.002+08:00

Lonely Day .

i hate it when i'm feeling lonely because my heart hurts and

my eyes can't seem to stop tearing for no reason . Hais . Damn

it , i hate it . maybe i have been bottling all up too long and made

me the way i'm feeling right now . I don't know what else to say

because my mind is all blank .

xoxo ,

noriziani

2011-11-19T00:51:00.003+08:00

Hey ! It's been awhile since i've logged in and post anything .

I guess i was too busy and all to post . O level already ended ,

and i'm hoping i could get a passing grade to enter to poly . If

i don't , i would seriously be a lost sheep . But i thought about

alternatives already , i might be wanting to go to Lasella . I want

to do under arts major . I love to draw . Especially , when i'm doing my

mathematics paper i would always draw . It allows me to think

much more confidently . Hahaha ! Nonsense , i know right . Hahahahah !

Well , my life changed alot . I'm no longer with the guy who i have

been with for the pass 15months because of some miscommunication .

I guess we were not meant to be together . Hmmm , but i'm with someone

new . I know , it was fast but seriously , this guy sweep my feet off the ground .

Hahahah ! And i've never felt this happy for a long time . I guess what i needed was

a change in life . Hahah ! And look what it make me be . Hahaha ! Okayokay , i'm

sounding so excited . Hehe ! I'm gonna wait whats gonna happen next .

Xoxo ,

Noriziani

2011-08-25T11:02:00.002+08:00

All of the times

Hey, it's been months since I've blog anything. Hahaha.

Hmm, i don't know where to being. Let's see..life, people always

ask about that first. Well, i think my life is pretty much

better than the life i used to have. It's just getting better, much

better. Haha. Next..studies, i think it's improving. Although,

my maths and science i'm still getting a F9 but my POA and Humanities

i'm getting a good grade. English is always the same. Haha. But

i'm working hard and keep on trying my best.

I'm still in a BGR. And i must say that the relationship is gggooooddd~

Haha. We've been communicating well, just a little miscommunication that

could have lead to fall out. I mean which couple doesn't fight. It will be

weird and odd if couples doesn't fight. I'm not trying to say that fighting

is actually good but it's how you're gonna face and overcome it. At the same

time understand your partner even better. I'm actually surprise that my

relationship lasted for 13months and it's still on going. Haha, i love him <3

Drama in life? Currently, there isn't one. It's ridiculous and exhausting to

manage. Especially drama from your school mates. Two words: Plain Childsh.

We are big enough to think for yourself and others. Motto: I mind my life,

you mind yours. Keep your comments to yourself.

Although, i'm in a different school. Met new friends but that doesn't mean

i forget my old friends. Although, i don't contact them but when i went back to

school, i was surprised that they were all glad to see me. Haha. Some may

not miss me but seriously, i do miss them. Except for some though. Hahaha.

Those o-ho people. Haha. My friends in my current school, they are nice people

to be around.

I'm looking forward to what is going to happen to me. Haha.

Take care to those you reads my blog.

Xoxo,

Noriziani

2011-04-03T11:06:00.004+08:00

BUSY MUCH!

Hello my Dead-Gone-Blog :D It has been so long since i posted

anything! Well, let's see where can i begin. Hmmm..

Lately, i've been busy with school. Vvery busy, i mean we are talking a about

O level here. You HAVE TO be busy, it's like a curse! Hahaha. And also i'm

much much addicted to Facebook rather on blog. LOL! Blog is more about expressing

yourself much deeper. Connect with your inner-self :)

I miss Kou Chuan Presbyterian Secondary School :( Though there are some people

that i don't miss because they/one of them are just pain in the ass. I mean, is just beacause

of one bloody problem and you make it sound as if the whole world is gonna drop -.-

Y'know that kind of people is not worth to remember, seriously.

Kk, got to go :) & my 9months is coming!

2011-01-13T09:41:00.004+08:00

Going to school soon.

Yesterday had Maths for 5period straight. OMG!

Though it was fun :D I kind of enjoyed it.

Qz, Cassey and i were laughing because we couldn't get the answer,

than Mr Matthew, our maths saver came over to help. Hahaha. He's a cool teacher.

Sam was emo-ing throughout the lesson. LOL.

After that, we had lunch with Jess, Fiona, Qz, Cassey and Sam at KFC.

Though i don't favourite KFC but got to eat :D

Went back to school for English lesson :) Mr Caleb is such a cute

teacher. Ps: He's old. Hahaha. He always shows us this video, Britain Got Talent.

And he'll always say, "Look at the audience. They are electrified!" Sam, Qz, Cassey and

i will burst into laughter. Hahaha. The whole class will start staring at us as if they find

us crazy people for IMH! Haha, i guess we are.

That's all i could say. Anyway, Bbybear i miss you! :)

2011-01-13T09:41:00.002+08:00

Going to school soon.

Yesterday had Maths for 5period straight. OMG!

Though it was fun :D I kind of enjoyed it.

QZ and Cassey and i were laugh because we couldn't get the answer,

than Mr Matthew came over to help. Hahaha. He's a cool teacher.

Sam was emo-ing throughout the lesson. LOL.

After that, we had lunch with Jess, Fiona, QZ, Cassey and Sam at KFC.

Though i don't favourite KFC but just eat :D

Went back to school for English lesson :) Mr Caleb is such a cute

teacher. Ps: He's old. Hahaha. He always shows us this video, Britain Got Talent.

And he'll always say, "Look at the audience. They are electrified!" Sam, Qz, Cassey and

i will burst into laughter. Hahaha. The whole class will start staring at us as if they find

us crazy people for IMH! Haha, i guess we are.

That's all i could say. Anyway, Bbybear i miss you! :)

2011-01-11T09:15:00.002+08:00

Dead Blog.

Welcome to my dead blog :)

I have not been writing anything for a long time.

I have been busy with school. By the way, i'm no longer schooling

at KCPSS :( because i couldn't make it for my N level result due to my

maths! Damn it :( But it's okay.

Right now, i'm schooling at YMCA Private School :)

Well, things over there is just the beginning. Hahaha. Not yet happening.

Made a few friends already, but i don't call them good friend. Just friends.

My good friends are my KCP friends. They are the ones that knows me, take care of

me, be there for me :) i'm gonna keep a promise that i'll never forget them :)

I'm taking private O's. It might not to as easy as it seem. So, i guess i'll just have to

put a lot of effort in it. No slacking off this year :) Hahaha. Not like last year. I was too

distracted. Mhm..what's past are meant for memories. Jyes!

To my friends in KCP, i miss all of you a lot! :) i"ll come by whenever i'm free to visit all of you. Because i miss you a lot! 4Hope to me never die. Eventhough now, you're 5Hope :) Love you!

xoxo,

Nini/Nori

2010-11-02T15:48:00.002+08:00

Addicted - Stevie Hoang

Since you went away it's been

one year two months

But it just don't seem like

yesterday

We were, we were still together

Time has pass and things have change

So why do i feel this way

Cause you're with somebody else

But i'm with somebody else

Whenever i think about the love we had

It hurts so bad

Whenever i think about the love we made

I said that i'd be strong

Girl, i really thought that i'd move on

But still i find myself asking

Do you still think of me

Like i think about you

Do you still dream of me

I can't sleep without you

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do i feel the same

Your love caught me addicted

Said i don't know

When i'm still with a chick

and hitting it

girl i call your name

Said i don't know

when i be with somebody else

i push them away

Tell if time should make a change

Then why do i feel the same

I know i got to move but

i'm so addicted to you

It's been long enough

Don't know i still holding on

If i had a wish babe

i would turn back the hands of time

Cause you don't know what you got

till it's gone, till it's gone

it's the reason why i'm writing you this song

Girl i'm slipping and don't know

what to do

girl i addmit it, i'm sick over you

Damn i don't realise my mistake

my pride got in the way

i should have begged you to stay

I f you ever lost someone

you truely love

Let me hear you say yeah yeah

2010-10-22T22:23:00.002+08:00

ANNOUUMENTS!

Hey!

It's been super long since i've posted anything in my blog.

Hahaha anyways, N levels is over OVER! Actually' long time over though.

What i do during this long holidays. Chill out with my friends,

couisn and family! Best things to do :)

ANNOUNMENT: I won't be using my number because of my SIM card

got block :/ it suck alot! So i'll be using a temporary number until i buy

a new SIM card. I'm soo going to have the same number. Soo not tio worry

about changing my number. HAHAH! Will update more if i can.

That's all i can say! Toodles!

And will ahg with Tanuja soon!

xoxo,

Nini/Nori

2010-08-01T18:22:00.003+08:00

Trap On This Island(your life)..

Hello peers!

Things have been stabilies now. I think i had aloads of time

organising it ;) yersterday had D&T, and it was fun and i'm almost

done with my artefact! Woohoo! *claps* my lunatic babybear

helped me alot though. Strong babybear! Hehehe! ;)

I got a name for you baby, it's TL! Only between me and baby!

Nothing much i can say though.

Some people i wish that won't reappear again suddenly appear.

It was fine that he reappear but he confess. Man, whats that for?

Haisy..well, i was honest with him and truthful with him and told he

that i'm TAKEN! Its was hard for him to process. I understand.

But things don't always goes the way you want it to be.

I believe that if you keeps on trying, you'll achieve something

in the end. Never say never, never give up!

xoxo,

Nini/Nori

2010-07-25T21:26:00.003+08:00

Confusion rush up my life!

Life&Love: Overall, it's still good. Eventhough i'm facing a terrible

problem when everything was actually cool. Hmms, confusion rush up

because things are being pushed me too fast. I'm facing all the

problem at one time. I can't handle or breathe properly by all this.

No one seems to be listening to me, it's like i wasn't allow to speak up.

Rather keep myself quiet.. *sighs*

School&Friends: Let's see.. School fun fun as pernormal. Nothing much to

talk about. Just the fact that D&T due date is damn near. Ohmygosh~

studies..urm..can handle. Just trying to buck up on it :) *winks*

Friends brings hillarious things to my life. That is why i LOVE them.

They've been there for me, all this while. *laughs*

Family: Buliding up the strong bonding is difficult but trying it will never

impossible. They are the ones that pull you up when you need someone

there. Never forget them. Friends you can find but you only have one family.

You ask them something, they will try to grant it for you.

Dreams&Things: Dream has always been to fly to Paris. *laughs* REASONS-

Because i'm head over heels for FASHION! *laughs* Things aming $100 wallet Bonia,

$150 bag Carlo Rado and $11 Ribbon Sunglasses from Forever 21! And lastly, 2 books

"The House of Night" I left two more to finish the series! *LAUGHS*

Babybear,I love you and always do! Mwarhks!

xoxo,

Nini/Nori

2010-07-23T19:13:00.002+08:00

You're willing to do anything for me.

Hello! It's been really long since i actually blog :)

Been really busy with studies, D&T and many othr stuff.

D&T artefact has been going well, the due date is around the corner.

9 more days left! Ohmygoossh~

These past few days, was a disaster.

I truly apologise to you babyboy.. I think it's my fault too.

Eventhough i don't know what mistake to tell you..

But all these happen because of me too, i'm involve to.

When you say, "Baby, it's my fault not yours, i deserver to be

punish" you just make me want to cry..

And you can't stop that. And.. You gave me this song..

Remember Me - T.I feat Mary J. Blige

(part of the song)

Don't forget

to Remember Me (ay don't forget Shawty)

i'll be back-so remember me

Please keep me in your heart

If we have to ever part,

Don't forget me, to remember me

------------------------------------

I'll wait for you, if you'll stay sincere to me

because i love you deeply. This problem has make

us see that we need to take things right and wait for the

right time. And concerate in our studies :)

I have many reason why i love you!

xoxo,

Nini/Nori

2010-06-28T18:18:00.003+08:00

They Leave Today..

Wassup people?! I know i havn't been blogging lately. Was really busy,

and didn't have the time too. I won't want to sit by the computer. It's as if

you don't have a life and just being an computer freak. So i rather be busting

out of the chair and out of house. Like for instance, hanging out with friends, catch

up with your cousin or even family members. But mostly likely in school trying all

my sweat to finish up my D&T artfact, well well..it isn't an easy job though.

But holiday seem to be pretty short, today school reopens. Back to school people.

The "fun" and learning journey begins once again. *laughs* But today couldn't enjoy

much of my time in school. *sighs* Because i was only in school for 4hours. I went to

the airport to see off my auntie, uncle and my dearest baby cousin.. They are living in

Canada already. *sigh* I don't know how terrible horrible i will miss them. *sobs* But

it was worth it skip school. But i know i'll see them soon. *smiles* Next year perhaps.

To Sukma..

You need to be strong with your decision. Don't hold yourself back, you'll only get things

much worse. Don't ignore, it will come haunting you eventually. Have a firm jugdement

and you will get your needs. ;) Iloveyou.

And fairytales, you can never believe in it. Because fairytales are always having happy endings.

REALITY is different. You'll have to face problems and fears along the way. So, don't

believe that your life is a fairytale.

"What's in the past will always remain the past, you can delete or keep.

But never ever turn back. Just ignore and move on."

2010-06-08T19:24:00.003+08:00

Guess What?

Hey! June holidays is full filled with D&T. Every single day of the week.
PS: Don't include Sundays. *laughs* Today was a boom, went over to iKEA just
to grab some photos of your product that you are making. Well..in my case instead of
taking photos of my product, i took photos of me and Ayu. *winks**laughs*
Will post the photos SOON! I think during the trip i was having sugar rush!
My mouth can't stop laughing the whole time, spliting craps stuff out too!
On the way there i was whining for FOOD! And who do you think was the victim
to hear all the whining? AYU! And..as soon as we arrived there, i went to eat!!
But the food SUCKS to the max!

Anyways, today suppose to attend physic lesson but some "people" just don't allow me to
get out of the house. Bravo! Missed physic lesson. Sarcastisim here. Miss my babyboy
alot.. Felt really bad today.. I don't know why. Haisy.. Sorry~! I'm gonna to make it up to you!

xoxo,
Nini/Nori

2010-06-03T18:52:00.005+08:00

Passion for Fashion! =))

Hey , Nori/Nini is here! =)) Was eagerly waiting to read my cousin's post but..

she didn't, damn rodent. Opps! Hehs! =)) Hmm.. Things in school was fine. It went smooth

sailing. But there was this one ****** thats makes my blood when all boiling. *ugh* I smiled

and you gave an disgusting horrible black face of yours. People who knows who i'm talking

about just shud up yaww. =)) It'll just be our little secret. Let's not talk about her, WASTE

OF MY TIME! :DD

Been working double hard for my D&T project thinggy. Well, it's important because it's 'O'LEVEL. Duhh! Can't wait when this project is over and done! Phew~

Well, got to go and work work my ass off! :DD Anything just press my number and you'll get me eventually. But mostly at night i'm TAKEN! :DD Babbbbbbbbbbeeeyyy! ILY!

"Weird+retarded=??"

xoxo,

Nini/Nori

2010-06-01T20:51:00.003+08:00

I'm back for the mean time. Hehs!

Wassups?! Miss me? I know youu do. Hehs!*winks* Well, i'm VERY glad that my lovely cousin, Liyana entertain youu folks out there. It's true that my internet in "MC", gotta wait till it's repair. Which i don't know when will that be. *sighs* Things gone pretty rough lately with my friends.*sighs* It's choatic moments driving in my life really makes me sick, y'know. They have problems. But the main thing about their problem is just taking revenge on one another. Its been like this for quite sometime already. Hmm.. But thanks to my grawesome cousin which always been there for me throughtout ALL my bad moments. ILOVEYOUALOADS! Opps, Babyboy don't get jealous kay. Y'know iloveyoutoo! :DD

For my lovely, grrawesome cousin, Liyana! :DD

Well, i got to say that i'm truly glad to have my cousin around me. And i hopefully, she'll update soon. And thank youu for your lovely advice. LOVEYOUUTONS! Hang with youu soon honey! Don't worry will be buying your present soon yaww!

For my Babyboy! :DD

Baby, miss you alot.. Hmm.. It was really sweet of youu to go to school just to see me. Jeehees! :DD Even bought me TWO bread, eventhough i ask for one. Mwarhks! And i forget to pay youu back the money. Sorry~ Pay up soon kay!*winks* Can't wait to see youu tomorrow! Woohoo! :DD

"Things went out of hand lately.."

xoxo,

Nori/Nini

BOREDOMM STRIKE! -.-

2010-05-31T15:47:00.004+08:00

Dear readers,

Once again, liyana's here to update this blog so that it won't look DEAD:)) So you see, i had actually promised cousin that i would try as often as i can to update her blog. See, i kept my promise:))*winks! So you better say iloveyou! haha.. Kidding. Okay, i'm sorry readers that you'd be missing cousin, but hey! I'm here to keep you updated on the latest things*winkss. And sorry that i have to bore you with some lame details. It's just that when boredom strike, people tend to blog aimlessly-.- Hahah.. Okay, so events line up for today...? BASICALLY, there's nothing much-.- Will someone just stuff a banana in my mouth.*laughs. It's an inside joke but cousin doesn't know about it. Hahah. Sorry cousin, will tell you some other time. So.. I'll add on this little detail about my birthday yesterday. Baby came over at about 810pm and had asked me to meet him at the corridoor. I came out and was shocked to see baby carrying a cake in his hand while singing me a birthday song:)) jee! How sweet of him. *Thanks bhie for the awesome cake and gifts:))

This goes out to dearest cousin:))
When everything around you seems to go wrong, just think of the people around you but of course, think of ME the most cause you know i'll be there for you. haha.. BITCH! Ohh, you know ILOVEYOU cousin:))

And this goes out to all the single ladies:))
"Never let sweet nothings come thorough your heart cause you know what.. A girl needs CARE, CONCERN and ATTENTION. Not just some sweet talking. When a guy say he loves you, make sure its for WHO you are, and not WHAT you are. *winks

Yours truly,
Liyana !

ANNOUNCEMENT!

2010-05-30T21:41:00.004+08:00

Dear readers,

Nori will not be updating her blogg for awhile. Why, you may ask?

Cause, her internet is not working well. It has actually taken "MC" for the time being:)) So... that means, I(liyana), will be updating for her. Not frequently though, but for awhile. So anyway, for a start, i'm nori cousin:) YEAP. soo, events that happen.. 30may2010,which is today. happens to be MY birthday:) YESYES.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! *laughs* So basically, slept at cousin's house the day before. Had great fun while we waited for the time to strik midnight:) jeehee! So you see.. Cousin wanted to be the first person to wish me 'happy birthday', but as we were enjoying our 'game', she received a phone call from (fill in the blanks) so she got distracted and than.. She forgot to wish me. sadd? nah! she was just a minute late. yeapyeap. :))

Anyway.. I don't think there's any other things to blog/share. However, i just want to add on this.. Never take things for granted. yesyes. Let things take its stroll around the clock. I believe it doesn't concerns you, so why bother? Listen to me girl, if you do not wish to further complicate things, i suggest you let them handle it THEIR way. I believe they've already grown up and know how to handle matter MATURELY, so you should not worry alright?:)) They got themselves into this. Its called KARMA girl. HAHAH! Alright, i'll end it here kay? HAHAH. Post long ehh? haha.. So you BETTER say you appreciate it! *clapps* I'll update soon kay:) pardon my errors and gramatical errors:)) *peace

yours truly:

liyana!:))

2010-05-28T21:27:00.004+08:00

Face it. It's Reality!

Sometimes you feel like running away from reality. Well, i do. At some point of time. *sighs*

I don't know why, maybe i'm just scare to face what's truth. But no matter how far i

run i can never escape from it. I done reckless things to myself and the people around me

that love me. I'm sorry, i wish i could undo all that but i know i can't. There's this particular

person that makes me realise this, his words was really heartwarming to hear..

"No matter who you are, i still love you.." He is trying his best to trust me..

"I'm lost.."

xoxo.

2010-05-24T16:45:00.002+08:00

Things are peaceful when youu are around !

Let's talk about Saturady, went to be a volunter for PASsion Run at East Coast Park [ECP].

Jeehehs . Its was a fun, grroawesome time! :DD Meet new awesome retarted friend from ITE Bishan. Love them, Aisha, Nanthini, Amira and Farah! Nanthini the super BIG mouth, she can't

stop talking and talking. We went there to cheer the runners. I actually dance, scream, shout

and sing infront of UNKNOWN humans. Hehs . We cheered from 4pm-5pm, than continue

from 5:30pm-8:30opm. Such a tiring day~

After that went to meet my Baby boy. Hehs . Meet him at the Jetty. He was fishing.

Lols. I'm just being an EXTRA. Hehs . As usual ah. Had ice cream 3times in a day.

Lucky thing i didn't fall sick. Hehs . If not i won't be in school today, and will be suck at home.

Than went to back to the evet all the to 11:30pm at night. After i had to drag my half-blood body home. Once i reach home, i was flat on the bed and didn't call my baby. Hehs . Sorry b..

"iloveyoutoo!"

xoxo.

2010-05-21T21:52:00.004+08:00

You brought happiness Babyboy!

You were the one and only that brought back this girl's smile. *grins* You might have

doubts about my feeling for you. But boy, you got it wrong. I'm starting to love you alot!

Hmmm.. I'm sorry that i've hurt you even before we are an item. I'm sorry if i lie

to you. I'm sorry that you are suffering because of me. I hope you'll forgive me. *sobs*

I've missing you now.. I need you here by my side baby..

"i love you!"

xoxo.

2010-05-15T15:50:00.003+08:00

I'm back from camp!

I've been struggling these days with everything but muggling help to ease the pain.

I've realise that i'm muggling help every single day in camp and it's starting to take a toll on me.

I took camp as a Run Away plan. Left all my burdens and thoughts in Singapore. Just wanted to

have fun. I did have joyful memories. I wish camp was one week, that might help me to rejuvenate myself longer. :D

Anyway, if you people think that me and Ezra is together. I think you got the wrong

information. We are just FRIENDS, but acting more than that. Don't jump to

the situation before knowing it first. Lala~

During camp, i almost experince death while climbing up the mountain. Hmmm..

At the moment i think i was going to die, my mind gone blank and only heard Hanafi,

Ratna, Fatinah and Edmund crying out my name. Thanks to Edmund and Hanafi that

grab my hands, if not, i doubt i'm here now. I escape death one time. Anyway, the rest of the

camp was fun!

"I've decided to forget about already"

xoxo.

2010-05-11T20:23:00.003+08:00

Dead, Hurt and Lost!

I thought the chemistry between US could be build up again. But evidently, i was wrong..

I'm crashed, torned into peices that couldn't be fix. Why? I really do love you.

I've tried forgetting you but i can't seem to. Now you found someone, i'm glad you did but i'm sad you did. I just want you. When i close my eyes, i could hear my heart beats.

I felt as though i want it to stop. Just stop want it to stop from beating.

I'm losing part of my love.. The things we gone through together, the fights we face

is just rolling in my mind. Every single time i think about you..

I wish i could just see the light of my happiness coming soon. I want to chase it

till i could get it to my hands. Because i've gone through too much hurtful things already..

My happiness was right in front of me. Right where you are.

xoxo.

2010-05-02T02:20:00.003+08:00

Fun & Enjoyed it!

On Saturday, was the best-est, greatest, grrawesome-est day! Lol? Went out pool

with the Malay group! Baik per hanya budak melayu jee. :D Anyway, i SUCK at pool man.

Thanks to my dear Ratna who help me, atleast i could make it through the game.

Hope to had it longer but time was short. So, headed myhouse and chill~

Watch ghost story- Phobia. It was great after all. Just CAN'T wait for N' and O's level

to end fast. So, the huurray moments would come.

Ohmygosh~ Recieving shocking and interesting news this week. Hmm.. It's

getting complicated. VERY. I can't seem to figure things out properly either

and should i say thinking straight too. Why? Can't things go for a rest. Make life much

easier to lead. Hmm.. The main important thing is just continue-ing life.

ADMIRE THE SHOES~

"What is this...?"

xoxo.

2010-04-30T01:11:00.006+08:00

I guess i want you to know this

Love make us blind. Everyone does good or bad stuff. Eventhough how much it hurts

you, you'll forgive him beacause you still want him in your life, and that's the reason why.

What if he doesn't treats you right? And i'm sure y'know that. What if y'know his

hurting you but you choose to ignore it because you are afraid to let it go? Too afraid to

lose everything you ever had. Look what love can make us do. I know sometime you

would hate yourself for loving him too much. But what if the guy doesn't know how to treat

you well, then i think he doesn't deserve you. Sometime don't you ever feel like

you're the only one holding on to this relatioship? Cause from what i see, he never treats

you right. NEVER cry for a guy who doesn't deserve your tears. But girls shouldn't

need a guy in her life to give her happiness. I know it's hard for you girl. I really do. But

if it helps, all i want to tell you is that, i'm right here for you. Not worry, i know

someday someone will walk in your doors and make you realize things that you have not seen.

"I'm referring to someone. You girl. Yes, YOU."

xoxo.

2010-04-28T21:16:00.008+08:00

No Ending of Laughters
.

At this age, i don't think it's wise to have white hair all over. Lucky, i haven't

grown any. I think i need to buy a new brain or at least oil this rusted brain of mine.

My bed is tempting me to sleep. And seriously, i NEED a good long sleep. The

problem is i CAN'T been doing D&T lately. Ugh! How am i suppose to manage

doing 100 page of journal? Sheesh! -.-

Anyways, there's always something that could break those tension in life. And

the answer is ALL your dearly friends. *grins* During Malay SRP, woohoo!

It was major burst of happiness. Shitty jokes are shooting out our mouth. Hahaha.

Even Cikgu Murni enjoys and laugh to it. *LAUGHS* I was being call makcik. -.-

Took some picture. Grrrawesome!

Me ft Ayu ft Ratna ft Hanafi had aloads of fun! With a plus sign!

"I tak rembat you but love you.. Baby"

xoxo.

2010-04-26T21:42:00.003+08:00

I hate the feeling!

My energy didn't rejuvenate over the night. I got to drag my whole body to school.

I woke up late, and thanks to my grrrawesome friend woke me up! On the plus sight

i forgetten to bring along my D&T file. Such a big time failure. Hahaha. Speaking of friend.

Today Mr. VP was talking about true friend. I absolutely agree to him. In real

friendship, we need loyality, honesty, intergity and trust. True friends, you don't get but

you have to earn it. I do have one, but at times i don't know if she is one now. Hahaha..

"True Friend - Miley Cyrus"

"I'll be right here when you need me.."

xoxo.

2010-04-22T18:23:00.005+08:00

I don't need false action and words.
.

She gazed aimlessly with memories of him rolling and rolling in her mind. She want to be there for him, wanting to see his bright smile. She want to be there to tell you that everything's going to be alright. Telling him that she'll be there for him every step he takes ; every hurt that he felt.

She tried holding back her tears but the pain inside is unbearable and the only way she could let it out is by crying. The only way she could get away from all the hurt that lies inside. All she needs is his presence. For once, she wish she could just stare at him and say, "Let me takecare of you and be by your side." How hard she tries to be happy, but she knew she can't. In fast pace, busy and hectic world, she's not asking to too much. Just for God to answer her prayers.

All i need is his presence, only him.

"Why?"

xoxo.

2010-04-20T19:44:00.004+08:00

Fairytale To Me

I had my fairytale, it was on 10 March 2010. I felt like there's magic in the air. (:

That day was a fairytale, my own fairytale. Hahaha.. I will remember it awesomely.

It was the most memoriable and sweetest thing happened to me. Your kisses was sweet,

and i know it would be the first and last that ever could happen. And i hope you'll

remember it too.. I can never forget you. It wasn't a dream but it was true and it felt like

a fairytale. All this years. (:

"That day was my fairytale.."

xoxo.

2010-04-19T00:44:00.001+08:00

Awesomely Thrilled & over joyed!

Not going to post anything. Let the picture lead you the story...

Ayu face NOT ready! Heeh~

Shit face. OMG~

Was ready to jump!

Awh.. sweet~

WTH!

2010-04-18T23:19:00.004+08:00

The Last Kiss is the Sweetest Kiss

. .

Today had Madrashah, it was huge boredness fun but on the plus side it was major fun. We went to Madrashah Wak Tanjung. Watch some competition thingy. Hmm.. Its was entertaining. But me, Nadzirah and Maisarah was aiming for the food. Nasi minyak. Kicks taww! Hahaha. Tak habis habis bebual pasal makanan. LOL?

Anyway, it's been quite long since me and BMX dude talk. Hmm.. But Saturday, i message you, doubting that he won't reply me. BUT i was extremely wrong. He did reply!
Jyeah! I was filled with thrilled when i saw his message. Hee~ Eventhough it wasn't a real conversation but it felt that i'm with a pool of wonder! :D

But i don't like him as a crush, just friends. Haisy.. Sad. But nah, it's okay. (:One step at a time wolud be great to start a new chapter. Throw away the old one.

"We are more than friends, more than a lover, more than a family and

the more you love me, the more i love you! My adeq tersayang" - Abang Wanda

xoxo.

2010-04-18T00:27:00.004+08:00

Dancing with Heels!

Jeez, i hate having fever. It kills me. *argh* Today's weather was effing cold. Stayed home to watch Valentine's Day and Class of the Titans. Ops, it's illegal DVDs. Grr.. It would be better to watch in the cinema, i know. Shut up. *grins* Pfft.. Staying at home was alittle bored, especailly when you are all weakling. So, i decided to go to my grands house at Pasir Ris. Just to escape from home. *LAUGHS* Made it out, the plan was a sucess! Woohoo! That's so lame-o!

Go there, talk and played with babies. CCUUTTEE! I felt like sqeezing those FAT

cheeks of theirs! *grins*

Mom: They already know our family backside! OPS!

*Everyone laughs*

Dad: Backside!!

Mom: NO, family background lah.

*Everyone laughs*

What a joke. Bought Teenage magazine. Y'know what Justin Bieber is in the cover page.

Awwwsoommee! Love him, i'm his fan baby!

ps: Got new glasses. Hope it look good on me. If NOT, i shall jump down the building.

"Got happy when you replied"

xoxo.

2010-04-14T22:34:00.003+08:00

FUN FUN FUN!
Today was the funny-ness day ever. It's like i can't stop smiling and laughing.

Especially during Malay srp. LOL? Me and Hanafi were like arging with each other most

of the time. He is MOCK-ing me. -.- But it was fun though. Cikgu ask us to read out aloud, and Cikgu ask Fatinah and Sukma to read...

Fatinah Part

*Fatinah reading*

Nori: Cikgu! Fatinah pelat lah!

(Teacher, Fatinah short tongue lah)

*Everyone started laughing*

Sukma Part

*Sukma reading*

Nori: EH! Why you gagap?!
*Everyone laugh*

Ratna: Nori! You everyone you kasi comment!

* Everyone agrees*

Hanafi: You dah slow, buat hal slow! Hahaha.

Nori show this face -.-!

So, many fun jokes that were crapping out our mouth. Though the lesson

was much exciting rather than the ones in school. But still whatever it is malay

lesson will always be fun. Fyi, i've been called as the "Toliet Girl" And Ratna say that i can become the toliet cleaner. THANK AH! Than went to my grands house instead of going

to Thcoukball. Was just tooo lazy~ to play today.

Bdw, i know i look weird in the pictures. Hee~ Got nothing better to do.
LOL!

"Worrying for you is all i can do.."

xoxo.

Heart Sick

2010-04-11T23:51:00.009+08:00

THINKING+EMPTINESS

.Suppose to go to Madrashah but overslept, so ended up not going. Hee~

*whisper-anyway i too lazy to go* Hee~ So, today went to my aunt house for swimming. And had alots of fun until i fall sick. -.- such a weakling. LOL?

Anyway, after so long, i kind of miss my monkey boy. *grins*

Ops! Correction. NOT mine already. Just monkey boy. Maybe or maybe not lepak with

him soon. I miss the time when we an item.*wandering* Eventhough he was harsh, hurtful and hard headed. But, being with him and someone like him was a challenge to me. Hahaha.

The hard time, was an hardship but i did overcome it well enough. But the sweet time was

heartwarming to me. Eventhough, people say alot of things about you i don't believe but i know and i can see you really are loving. You might be hurtful at sometime, but you are actually sweet just that you don't realise. That's why until now, i actually do love you. Never had the feeling of hate-ness at all.

Just want you to know that, i will always love you as a friend, ex, lover and crush. Sometime, eventhough you've tried hard to forget someone because you still love them.

.
ILY! :D

xoxo.

Continue Life..

2010-04-07T22:44:00.003+08:00

THE END.

Looks like things ends here for me. *sighs*

I thought things could turn out to be better after knowing you. But i was mistaken.

I really really do like you, but i wish you all the best for wooing the girl you like.

Once, you like me but i don't. Now, i like you but you don't.

Don't give up hope that easily!(: GO FIQ! *nodding*

Let's talk about today, school was fine. Was departed in the morning,

Sukma Shayang was there for me, as always. (: LOVE YOU ALOADS! Than, it was

school time. *boringboringboring* After school had malay SRP than stayed with Sukma

to do some D&T work, that i've stop doing for the past few weeks. Hehehe^^

That's all about it.

Eventhough, saddness is burried in me. I still have my cheerful side hang on with me,

as always! :D Feeling could vanish in time to come. Let's Go!

"Remembering you always.."

xoxo.

Sadd..

2010-04-05T22:37:00.007+08:00

MISSIN' YOU MUCH

It's been like 4days i've not heard from you. *sobs* But nahh, it's okay. Because

you are not even mine. *laughs* You lead your life, your way. I lead mine, mine way.

But though, missing you is normal. *grins* Hopefully, you are happy. That's important.

Though, i just can't seem to let you out of my mind. Gosh...thinking of you makes me wonder more of you. It takes time for me, us to get to know each other better. *nodding*

Anyway, wanna to give thanks to Ratna Sari Dewi to introduce "U-Kiss Without you".

Now, i'm totally addicted to that song. Thanks alot Babe! Gonna to check out the U-Kiss group now. Hehehe~! Let's see which is CUTE! *grins*

Nini in a mask!

"Someone that is wearing a mask is hiding their identity but at the same time hiding what they are feeling inside." Y'know the outer layer but you don't know the inner layer until you find out about it.

"Hidden Feelings"

xoxo.

Guess

2010-03-31T16:07:00.003+08:00

FYI, LAST PAPER LEFT

Whoa! Last paper left before it's time to Hooorray! *Laughs* D&T paper was okay.

I could cope well! *Grins & a pat on my shoulder* Good luck people for tomorrow's paper,

which is History. Hopefull, the paper would be easy enough for us to score. Hhmm..

I gotta to say that, part of me wanna be with you but the other part of me don't want.

I can't even figure it out, why i like you? *Clueless* Maybe because he seem to

be a nice guy, that i could lean on. Right now, i seem to have doubt too. Because i don't

want to suffer the same fate like how i did. I don't think i deserve that. Things back

then was just too hurting, painful. * Sobs* But for sure i know that i have move on and i'm

okay and obviously ALRIGHT! *Laughs*

"Things don't go the way i want.."

xoxo.

2010-03-30T13:25:00.005+08:00

FELT MUCH EASY AFTER YOU LAUGH

One whole day, i felt uneasy because HE was moody. I was worried for him. *Sobs* I knew that something was wrong with him. He had a problem. The feeling of blank mind and uneasy heart was burried in me. Finally, after seeing him all boost up and happy, i felt relief. *Smiles* Long time since we've lepak together. I miss your smile. I miss your laughter. *Sighs* I don't know how many gazillion time i said to myself that i don't want to like him no longer but it just seem that the feeling couldn't disappear. I guess things are just fated to be like this. I wish i could make great memories with him.

I want to give thanks to my babe, Sukma' Ayu. For accompany me throughout the whole night yesterday, listening to what i have to say. We were talking crap and stuffs. Had fun talking with you sweetheart. Never gets bored when you are around. *Grins* You really help through times i need. Uuupss and dddoowwn! I'm proud to have you as a friend. *Claps*

Yesterday conversation with him on MSN, eventhough you might not think that it's funny to me, it is. "Saying Good night!"

Nori: You nak i tido ehh?

Him: Jyeah!

Nori: Than takder good night message?

Him: Hahah. Good night, sweetdreams!

Sayang you, muaks! (:

Nori: Awh.. Sweet~ Hahah, kay i pergi tido.

Nanti you marah i.

Him: Hahah. Go sleep!

Nori: Dah marah nampak. Kay, good night,

sugar dreams. Sayang you too, mwarhks!

Him: Adoi! Cair nye! Wakakaka! (Me and Sukma laugh!)

ps: Sorry to those who don't understand.

"take a sad song & make it better."

xoxo.

2010-03-29T02:33:00.009+08:00

I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT

- I'm not going to type out some useless stuff that i did today,because it'll be both boring and very stink-o! *Grins* Maybe i'll post about my thoughts than. Hhmm.. Let's see where could i begin. Okay, i thought things would turn out perfect, i thought i would have better relation/friend-ship with HIM but evidently, i was mistaken. *Sobs* I thought he could be the one for me. I know i can't have him material for me but maybe i just wanna him to be a slice or part of my happiness. He got something special. And i'm still figuring out. He's different though.

Just have to open a new chapter in life. *Winks*

I LOVE YOU BITCHES*

*Laughs* I gotta admit. Now we've seems to be on rocks but, i still love them tons and tons of times. Like seriously.Uuuuppps and dddooowns is always there in every relation/friend-ship. Soon we'll try to close this big gap! BUT we shouldn't blame one another.Everyone make mistake, even i do. Don't you? If you say you don't make mistakes, than i'm shock! BLAST! Let's just get in rear and set it to gear after drive! That would smoothen things up.

"Don't keep things in your mind, Let it go"

xoxo.

(:

2010-03-28T15:57:00.006+08:00

I thought you said it was easy

listening to your heart,

I thought you said i'll be okay

So why i'm breaking apart?

Don't wanna be torn

Why is all this so confusing,

complicated and consuming?

Why is all this makes me angry?

I wanna go back being happy..

Hhmm.. The lyrics of the song

is related to my life that i'm going

through now. All i'm putting a fake smile.

But i believe things will go alright soon,

hopefully.. (:

"How i wish he could be mine.."

xoxo.

2010-03-26T17:54:00.003+08:00

HILOW! :D

Looks like my blog is dead~

Examsss that why. -.-"

Hhhmm.. After what we've been

through together and meeting up. I think today's

meeting was the sweetest ever. Hhmm..

Now i can see your real character that is burried

in you. And i know right now you need

someone warm accompany. And i want you to know that

i will be there for you. When you hug, i know you felt

comfortable.. (: ily..

"Whoo! Smart cookies!"

xoxo.

HAHAHA!

2010-03-21T18:45:00.002+08:00

Hahahahahahahaha!
I don't know why i start with laughter.
LOL?

Let's see, i think i find life better now.
I don't know why. Maybe free of all the
boys problems. Make me headache only.
Lol, stay out of boys' world and enter the
studying world!! :D

I'm kind of ignoring this particular guy.
Everyday message me, get a life luhh!
Hehehe^^

p.s. If you text me, i don't reply because..
I'm lazyto reply or i'm sleeping like a pig or
i'm busy or my fats are not vibrating enough!^^

alright!

"I'm moving on because of you.."

xoxo.

Is it really 17?

2010-03-17T08:52:00.004+08:00

Gosh, yesterday went to D&T.
Aiyoo, was actually too lazy to go.
FELT LIKE EATING MAC! :D
But instead that Sukma want to
eat Sushi. -.- pity me~

Went home, change than went to
my auntie house. Hahaha!
Me and my cousin played Wii Game.
My baby cousin ask us to play the
runing sport. And y'know what happen??
We had to literally run!!! >.<
Me and her got really tired. LOL!
My baby cousin said this,
"the dog is the guide, the guide is the dog!"
Everyone burst into laughter.
So, we disturd him and say,
"Adain is the couch, the couch is Adian!"
Hahaha! It was fun times.
-----------------------------------------
Haisy..
I guess i lost everyone already..
My closes sister is gone..
My bestfriend having her own problem..
My cousin having her problem too..
He is gone out of my life..
I need someone now..
Couldn't find one..

I've been thinking about you,
and how we use to be..
There's nothing left for me to say now..
Just memories of the past..

"is it really for real it's 17..?"

xoxo.

Is it really 17?

2010-03-17T08:52:00.000+08:00

The End, we are history..

2010-03-16T00:47:00.002+08:00

No matter how strong i say,
i will forget you. But it seems
impossible. Hmm, why?
But i think this time,
The End, we are history..
No longer in contact.
You live your life, i live mine..
But i still love you. Good Bye..

Hmm, anyway, yesterday
celebrate Hanafi's birthday. It was
damn gerek! Cake fight!! :D Rabak gile.
Hahaha, than went to his house to wash up.
Went back home, meet up with my cousin.

Oral was quite okay ah~

"Good Bye for you..."

xoxo.

2010-03-06T10:20:00.004+08:00

I'm sick alittle, cough plus flue! >.<

Hmm .. Thinking about it.
I think it's better you just ignore what
is going on, let's nature leads it way.
Hehehe, it was told to me by someone
that i thought he is gone case.
But, nope he is still around. (:

Do whatever you want, do whatever
you think that will please you.
Hahaha, because no one cares. Your life,
you decide, you solve your problems. I
rather stand as one. Some problem is
best to ignore them, because it just childish.
LOL!

Hahaha, someone is about to let out his feeling.
It's pretty obvious insert name.
Hahaha, okay. You'll get your reward! Hehehe^^

Hahaha, alright.

"A***, i think we are done. Just being friend
and i won't want a patch up.."

xoxo.

2010-03-03T22:37:00.003+08:00

Hmm .. Doesn't mean i'm quiet,
means i'm not thinking or being a corward.
I'm not scared of anyone, expect for
my parents. If you think i tick you off,
so face it and tell me. I don't mind answering.

If you got issues with me, come let's sit
and talk. If you think you are unhappy with me,
fine with me. I don't disturb you. It's your
problem not mine. Because i know i'm too lazy
to pick up fights. Waste of my time. Hmm ..
Just get on with your life, i'm going through mine.

Alright.

"Unreasonable plus childish"

xoxo.

Babeey and Baby

2010-03-01T03:17:00.004+08:00

Babeey Liyana & Baby Nini

2010-02-28T14:28:00.002+08:00

Hmm ...

Sometime you miss the old
memories that you had with
the person you love the most.
But, sometime you just had to
start a new one & forget about
the past. Move on, if you see
that person move on.

It will be hard for us to get back
like how we use to. Hmm ..
Because our ties has been broken.
I thought you will always be by my side.
:D Hahaha.. All gone.

Baby, i know we both need a break.
But, if you have a problem. I'm here for
you. I know what's in the past, but ..
we need to forget and learn from our mistakes.
I'm giving you the chance. But, right now as far
we can go is friends. The future can change.
You know you love me, so do i. Hmm ..

About me, i've been reflecting.
I think, i rather stay away from reality.
Because it just hurts going through it without
the person that you want, it hurts seeing it.
I just hurts. I'm just running away from everything.
Because i'm all alone now..

"Leaving in darknest.."

xoxo.

Hmm ...

2010-02-26T22:07:00.002+08:00

We are over for now ..
I think we need time for our own ..
Might not know in the future ..

Erm,, i kind of missinh him ..
Eventhough, i ask you for break ..
This is what you told me,
"Btw, u wan me to be honest wif u kan,
i still love u, but i think we shld break
for now, for awhile, see other ppl, then
i wan you to take u back"

Yes, that's what i think too.
For now, we understand each other
even more deeper. :D
ILY.

Alright.

"things went smoothly now."

xoxo.

2010-02-18T23:31:00.002+08:00

"i don't need a present from you,
i don't need the headphone from you.
I don't care if you buy for me birthday present.
To me, you are already my present. Don't leave me"

Those words from you was sweet and felt sincere.
Hahaha, times do flys fast. I'll give you the time you need,
but..don't take too long! :D

Life, you'll never know what might happen.
People, you'll never know what they are thinking or feeling.
Love, like everyone say it's in the air.
Taking one new step in life, is seeing a new exprience.

So, sister letting him know your feelings isn't wrong.
Forget about the past, move on to the future.
Put your fearance behind. (: You have me, if you need me.

"I still don't want to leave you.-you said"

xoxo.

HOLIDAYS!

2010-02-13T15:36:00.004+08:00

Hmm..
Lives and relationship have ups and downs!
Haisy, face it and try to solve it.

To Ratna,
Are you okay? If you need someone to talk to.
I could lend you my ear. But, doesn't mean i cut
my ear off and give you. Hehehe. Kaykay, serious here.
Ape2 text or call, anything luh. :D Love you Beb!

To Shiyin,
Happy Chinese New Year! Collect ALOT of money yeah!
Don't forget to spend me and Ratna. HEHEHE! :D
Joking luh. Have a funn HOLIDAYS!

To Sukma,
Haisy, everytime go Malaysia. To see you Kambing.
Wait, your face turn like one. HEHEHE! Come back fast lerr.

To sayang,
hmm.. I know the problem is me. Hard to meet me.
But you still want me. You said,
"i'm trying to make this relationship work, i don't
want to lose you." & why? "You have been good to me,
i don't want to hurt you." & good? Like? "Help me through
thick and thin."

I might be your worse and hard girlfriend, but.. you seem like
you really don't want to lose me.. Hmm.. I'm trying but it's hard.
I wish they could allowed me. Please, allowed me..

"i want something in this world so badly..."

xoxo.

Life

2010-02-09T19:19:00.003+08:00

Life, there's only one time.
Knowing you, makes many times.
Each day, diffirent ass jokes
that makes us laugh.
Calling each other names
will makes us argue more but
laugh in the end.
Loving you like a sister is
something diffirent.
Thats when i start to become
retarded because of YOU.(:
ILY, now and forever.

-Was that just words??

What a day

2010-02-09T18:55:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. what a day.
School was fine.

During PE, kind of fun but..
At the same time irritating too.
Thanks to LC. -.-"

To someone,
You might say that i'm the
one that hurt you. If it's really true,
i'm sorry. I don't know what i have done.
All i know, i always listening to you lending a hand.
But.. You seem to be happy, that we have been
seperate.. If you want it this way, than so be it.
You also might tell her about me. So ya, i shall not care
about it. Just to continue lives with or without.

& to sayang,
Banyak nah, bende nak beli.
Lame lagi luh. Hahaha.
Wait and you'll find out. Hahaha.
Have you rest, penatkan baby.
Alright.

"The past shall be forgetten for good,
eventhough how much i cried about it..
It's won't make a fuckin' diffirent.."

xoxo.

HAHAHA!

2010-02-08T07:36:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED BROTHER!!!

You've turned 9years old!

Make sure you act like one.

Don't think that you are still a kid,

eventhough you are. MATURE kay!

I will buy your present on the party on 28.

Lovessssss

Yesterday,

went to my grands house. To celebrate

a small party for my bro>

On 28 Feb will be bigger. Hahaha.
The three little pigs(baby cousion) came.

Hahahaha. Keep disturbing.

AND LOVE TO HIT MY BUM!!!

Thanks alot ah! Hahahah!

& to sayang, (:

though you seem to be confuse of...

i don't know what. LOLs! But..

Just need you to know, that i'm here for you.

I miss meeting you. :'(

"Leavin' you is the biggest fear."

xoxo.

Hmm..

2010-02-06T17:20:00.002+08:00

Sometime things went unexpectedly.
But you kinda of dislike it too. But it call reality.
Face it. Solve it. Move on.
So i think i'm putting my past memories away.
Forgetting some things that we did together.
Because it's just too hurting.

& to sayang.
I know you need time to be alone.
But how long you need? I'm waiting every
single second of my day. I'm worried for you.
You seem to be thinking alot. Eventhough,
you say it's still the same you. Takecare kay.

"And we have gone through good and bad times times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind."

xoxo.

Tcoukball!

2010-02-03T21:01:00.003+08:00

HEYYY !!

Today had Tcoukball training.
GOSH!! Only four girls turn up >.<
All though it was alittle boring, because
only four. Hahaha, but it turn out okay.

Recess Shiyin and Liyana was fighting
over Jonghyun. Hahahaha!!
Than damn shit Liyana say my MINHO extra!!!
I'm damn pissed off. HMPH! Damn shit you.
He is the HOT one kay!! Install in your brain.
Mwahahaha!!

MINHOOOOO IS HOT!!!

& to someone,
eventhough there is a huge gap in between
us. And you seem to be more closer with
someone else now. Though, it hurts me seeing you
away. But you need to remember that i'm always here
for you. You can talk to me whenever you need me.

"Though, things is clear out..
We don't seem to be like we use to be.."

xoxo.

Love confusion.

2010-02-01T20:54:00.003+08:00

It's true that people change.
But..if you are changing in a way,
that people don't recognise you as you.
What's the use of changing?
And if you are not being the person that you are.
It's no point. Hmm..

It's not about liking or disliking it.
It's all about being you, your true-self.
I've change too. But..treating others the same
way like i use to. Hmm..

& to sayang.
Having camp today?(:
Have fun and takecare. Though,
we fought today. But ended up, you
make things better. I love you..
Though, you have split personalities
and you need me to be by your side.
I will try my best.

"Confusion in the air.."

xoxo.

Shinee

2010-01-31T17:21:00.009+08:00

Shoots! >.<

Didn't make it for Shinee, at CCK.

Saddddd! :( It's okay, next time they will come.

And for sure i'll meet them the next time.

Mwahahaha! :D

Today had madrashah. I was half an hour late.

Due to my laziness and the late cab!!!!

Hahahaha. But it's okay, atleast i ATTEND!

Sayang, look likes i ain't improtant to you already.

You've change, the way you say as if like i'm controling you.

But i'm not, all i want is your warmness accompany.

But.. never. I tried my best to have a serious

relationship with you. But..nahmind, it's up to you.

"Happiness? Does it exist?"

xoxo.

True Friends

2010-01-28T21:06:00.002+08:00

This song is to someone..
That i care the most..
Things have change,
we are no longer close..
We've been split...
Haisy.. Missing her too..(:

Though, we promise each
other that we won't be apart.
We want to stay long together.
But.. It's too sad that we've split.
And she find it boring with me already..
I understand. She've got someone else to
replace me.. Hmm.. (:

Miley Cyrus -True Friend.

We sign our cards and letters BFFs

You've got a million ways to make me laugh

You're lookin' out for me, you've got my back

So good to have you around

You know the secret i could never tell

And when i'm quiet you break through my shell

Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell

'Cause you keep my feet off the ground

You're a true friend

You're here till the end

You pull me aside when something ain't right

Talk with me now and into the night

'Till it's alright again

You're true friend

You don't get angry when i change the plans

Somehow you're never out of second chances

Won't say "i told you" wheni'm wrong again

I'm so lucky the i've found

A true friend

You're her till the end

You pull me aside when something ain't right

Talk with me now and into the night

'Till it's alright again

You're true friend

True friends will go to the ends of the earth

Till they find the things you need

Friends hang on through the ups and the downs

'Cause they've got someone to believe in

A true friend

You're here till the end

You pull me aside when something ain't right

Talk with me now and into the night

'Till it's alright again

You're true friend

You're here till the end

You pull me aside when something ani't right

Talk with me now and into the night

'Till it's alright again

You're true friends

You're true friend

"Finally, my waiting is worth it..."

xoxo.

Shinee again!

2010-01-27T19:26:00.002+08:00

Saranghae, monkey boy!
Heheheh. Still waiting for you.

OMG!
Now i'm addicted to Korean stuff AGAIN!
Thanks to Ratna, Shiyin & Liyana. >.<
My SHINee, my Minho is coming to Sing!
I want to meet him, shake hands with him!
I even bought Teens just to see SHINee! >.<

R: I want to meet my Key & shake hands with him.
Than don't wash my hands.
N: KAY! If *insert name* want to hold my hand, say NO!
My Minho touch is still there! :D
R&N: HAHAHAHA!
N: Not allowed to touch!
R: Yaah! But if we shake at the right, is our makan hand?
N: Than shake on the left.
R: Hahaha! What the hell.

It's so merepek.com
What a joke man! Hahaha.
Hmm.. Korean is all in our school already.
Major BOOMSX!
But it's good. K-Pop ROCKSX!

Kaykayluh, want to watch OKTO!
Hehehe!

"I just don't understand you at all.."

xoxo.

Fursrating

2010-01-25T19:53:00.002+08:00

Hmm..

There is something i need to say,
before we are drifted apart, i don't know..

We were once called as close sisters..
But seems that things have change..
You got a new bestfriend...(:
I fully understand that.. Hahah!

We are drifted apart alrdy..
Wish you all the best than, just hope
that the sistership would last.
But..i'm not sure right now..(:

"Life isn't a matter of milestones,
but of moments we shared.."

Hmm.. Now you sayang..

I no longer understand you.
It's all confusing me.
When i ask you if you have the same feeling
towards me like you use to,
you answered i don't know. But you told me..
"no matter what, dun you ever leave me."

What you mean by that?
What are you trying to tell me?
Hmm.. Confusing.
If you don't have the same feeling,
might as well we go on our seperate ways.
But i don't want too. And you ask me not to leave you.
And i promise you that, i won't.

I need help at sometime,
but the important thing is i'm really
concenrating in my studies. Hmm..

"I've been waiting for you, for so long..
Please look at me now.."

xoxo.

2010-01-20T20:53:00.004+08:00

Sayang, where are you?
Silent makes me worried, alot..
Don't push me aside..
I'm asking please... Don't do this..

You don't know how much i love you baby..
You don't know how much i want to meet you baby..
You don't know how much i miss you baby..
You don't know how much i want to be by your side baby..
You don't knwo how much i think of you baby..
You don't know how much i care for you baby..

Where are you..? I'm waiting for you..
You never know how i much i felt about you..
Now i left no more tears to cry..
Baby, take my hand.. I'm here for you..
Just don't push me aside..

xoxo.

So far, so good!(:

2010-01-19T21:36:00.002+08:00

Ratna, you put that topic down.
HAHAHAH! :D

Let's see, today. Had PE.
Damn Lina Cheng(not sure),
she didn't even teach us any tuckball
rules and lesson, but concenrate more
on her LOVELY boys team. And
leave us with unexperience, unknowledgeable
secondary 5s. -.-" WTH!
Than come and scold us.

Blah Blah Blah..

School end, there was a fight.
With the indians and the sisters. Haisy..
Can say that, the fight was alittle stupid.
Not really filled in with the details but...
soon i'll know.
Mwahahah! :D

Me and my brother was being kepo,
so...we went to peek on the fight the
blok opposite the school. Got nothing better
to do already. :D Hms..
I think now isn't the right time,
to be in a fight. A waste of time,
N Level is NEAR!!! >.<

alright, please don't be in a fight.
There is MUCH better things to do.
And also don't try to pick up problems.

"I think i fallen deeply
in love with you already..."

xoxo.

HELLO!

2010-01-15T21:24:00.005+08:00

the heart that made with my cousion.

my image board for D&T.

Hey! Last day of the week. Woohoo!

This week are filled with ALOTS of homework.

Gosh, slept 1plus in the morning to finish up.

Drained out already...

Anyways, right now doing my D&T project.

I love the image board that i make.

I mean who don't love what they make. -.-"

Hahaha, i need to hand in this project

on the end of July, my birthday month. Lols!

& left two more days! Wheepee!

Alright.

"I LOVE YOU DEAR!

thats what you should to call me, dear.."

xoxo.

O Level D&T topic OUT!

2010-01-11T18:33:00.002+08:00

OMG! O Level D&T Topic Is OUT!
The topic is "Selection".
Gosh, it's so had susah man. >.<
Must do research luh, use alot of brain work.

& today the seniors got back their O Level Results.
99.3% Passed! Congrats to ALL the seniors!(:
Soon it will mine turn. Scary~
Hopefully can make it. :D

Alright.

"You, right now theres so
many things i need to think about,
not only you.. sorry.."

xoxo.

one week of school has ended!

2010-01-10T17:32:00.002+08:00

One Week Of School Has Ended!!
Gosh, it's so fast. Studies started.
This year is an important year!
'N' Level Year! :O

& long time since i post, Lol!
Life been great. RS also the same.
Just that i havn't meet you sayang. :(
Both have already started school,
both is really busy. It's okay. <3
I'm gonna kill you soon sayang!
& 7 days more!

Anws, been studying too. Less playful.
Hehehe!(: Got to be really serious but..
at the sametime relaxs! Hahaha,.
Hms.. what else should i post.

Yesterday, went to my Baby Cousion birthday.
GOSH! They had magican, awwwsome!
ALOT of Yummy food! O.O
The magican ate the long balloon. OMG!
He makes alots of magic, which is SO cool!
Kaykay, thats all about it.

Alright.

"I'm not jealous kay! >.<"

xoxo.

Countdown!

2009-12-30T21:02:00.002+08:00

Countdown is near people!
School is coming!(:
Whose looking forward?
I know i am. Hahaha!(:
Planing for the New Year?
Party? Out for the night?
I don't think so. Heh!

Let's talk about yesterday.
Went out with my mum to town.
&... SHOPPING! My favourite!
Bought my dad's belated birthday present.
A Peirre Cardin belt & Ashworth shirt!
LLOOVVE IT! Than went for dinner at 5:30pm.
Than home sweet home!

Today.
Nothing much.
Wake up. Bathe. Eat. Watch TV.
Clean my room and the house.
When down to the shop. Played with my baby cousins.
Watch TV again. Eat again.

Whoas! What is the CRAP that i'm talking about.
Gosh.. HAHAHA. Just put it in better words...
It's a BORING day! Kaykay. LOL!

Alright.

"No good mornings & No good nights
from you any more.. Why is that so?"

xoxo.

Wishes

2009-12-27T13:52:00.001+08:00

I don't want another guy to say
good morning to me..
I want you..
I don't want another guy to text me 247..
I want you..
I don't want another guy to say
good night to me..
I want you..
All i ever wanted is YOU..
I Love you..

It won't happen, i know it won't

2009-12-27T11:14:00.006+08:00

It's just a dream, so it won't happen.
I know my heart stick to one.
It's just a dream....

Yesterday, we are suppose to
go out on our family gathering at
Swensens Ion. Gosh..
Over there is FILLED with ice cream.
Yum! But..its canceled...
Because my unlce has to go to NS.
Plan Screwed! >.<
There MUST be a replacement!
Mwahahahahah! :D

&...something is bothering me,
the guy from Area 19 that i met in STC.
He everyday text me. Haisy...
He even fall for me.
ARGH! He even acts as if he's like BF. wtf....

Alright.

"Meow.. Love you, lazy bum bum!(:"

xoxo.

Just too far

2009-12-26T00:02:00.004+08:00

Hey! Holiday is OUT & school is IN!
In a week time, it's seem so fast though.
I've not yet prepared anything or.....
done any of my homework. Cool right?!
Hehehe.

Let's see what i do today... Hms...
Stayed at home and watch Christmas Movies!
Than went to the hospital to visit my grandfather.
Yupyup!(: thats all about it.

Got really lazy to do stuff these few days. Hms..
Butt too heavy to move here and there.
But still got to do work. Wake up at 10 or 11am.
Kay... why am i talking all this crap? HEHE.

"You are just too far away from me.."

xoxo.

Where are my true friends?

2009-12-19T20:40:00.002+08:00

Just today, i thought about this.
"where are my true friends?"
Do i have one?
If yes, where are they?
what are they doing?
why i can't find them?

I think they might be out there,
i'm finding but not looking properly.
But i know i have one loyal friend.
who catches me when i fall.
She is HEIDI CHAN SHIIYN!

Hahaha, anyways i forget to wish Honeybu.
Congrats to you for passing you 'N' level!(:
huggies & kisses to you lovely! Get to a good ITE
of your choice! Muaks! Love ya.

Alright.

xoxo.

The day just got better, everyday.

2009-12-18T15:33:00.005+08:00

"Haha, i dun care you are not
perfect, i love you & thats only things
you must know"

Heyheyhey!
Long time since i 've post. Lol!
Hms.. Stop working already.
Two week before school about to star.
Need a LONG break! Whoa~

Yesterday was my dad birthday
& Amelia birthday!(: Goody right.
Went to watch movie, Avatar 3D!
Gosh! that story is aaaammmaaaZING!

Can't wait to watch Alvin & the Chipmunks!
I fall in love with Theodore. Hehehe^^
Not sure how to spell. Hehes!

Alright.

"Lazy bum, i'm so happy for you!(: You pass 'N' level!"

xoxo.

Hmss..

2009-12-10T19:18:00.002+08:00

Wahs! My blog look so dead.
Hahaha, it's been really long since i post.
Been've really busy with work and many. Lols.

I'll be having camp on 12 & 13 Dec. Do miss me yeah!?
Hehehe!(: but i know i will miss monkey!<3
The last day of camp falls on my mum birthday. Sadsad!

Alright. That's all.

"I've been waiting for hours, at last you text..."

xoxo.

Twilight!

2009-12-04T00:36:00.002+08:00

Today,

there's bad news when i got home.

My phone bill was $180!

Hehehe! too many out going calls.

Hms, will think of something.

& today, i watched TWILIGHT-New Moon. :D

OMG, i just love Jacob. He is super hot! Melting~

so far the movie is hitting up, just that the ending

is a spoiler... "Bella, will you marry me?"

than The End. -.-" ending not good! ZERO!

But still LOVE the story. Hehehe.

to Shiyin,

CONGRATS!(: You know what i meant.

whoa~ Look at the time.

Got to sleep. Nights<3

"my world is nothing, without you in it"-twilight

xoxo.

why does it hurts so much..?

2009-11-26T11:08:00.003+08:00

Hurt much..?

Hey.. I just don't seem to understand.

Why does it hurts so much?

Did i do something wrong to you? Did i?

Why am i the one? You've always give way.

And i think now its too much. I've been bottling up.

I guess i had, i don't know whne you gonna realise it.

Wake up please!

Alright.

"All that you say was just words?"

xoxo.

I'm here for you..

2009-11-24T16:12:00.003+08:00

Good byes is not enough...

No matter what happen, you'll always comes first.

Sis, you have my shoulder to cry on. You need a hug, i'll be there.

247, don't bottle your feeling. Eventhough,

you don't trust anyone fully, you have me to talk to.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hello, whats up?!

Lols, seems to happy today. I don't know why. (:

today nothing much. went to NPCC training.

I got to be an IC -.-". taking over the squad was scary~

Than there was campcraft, we did flag stuff. :D

That was fun! Whoo~

Alright.

"Remember those days!(:"

xoxo.

Fun, fun!

2009-11-23T23:41:00.003+08:00

Hello, people!

today was fun though, went out with my baby cousion.
went to some kind of "playground". it was fun,
i got to play with them. -.-" felt young for the moment.
for three hours, got stuck there. but hillarious thing happen.
hard to eleborate here. face to face much more funny.(:

in 6 more days, there is VIP birthday. i can't forget that person.
it's important. hope she'll be happy always!
she is Miss Heidi Chan Shiyin!(: Love you sis.

Alright.

"eventhough i hurts, you always heal it at times.."

xoxo.

2009-11-21T19:13:00.003+08:00

Family Gathering!

2009-11-21T18:48:00.004+08:00

Heyhey!(:

today was blasztin' day! :D whoa!

went to my family gatherin' at Zoo. i know,

of all places, why there? But, it's good.

Lols! walk around and see all the animals.

Alot of things happen.

Firstly, arrive there went to meet up

with my baby cousions. The 3 piglets! :P

Hehhehehe~ Kaykay. Saw the colony of MONKEYS!

Hahaha! Y'know..? :D

We were commentin' who look like the monkeys.

Aunt? Uncle? Dad? Mum? Bro? who?

Lols, than went up to the pola bears.

Grandmum: "come let's see the Poli Bear!"

Me: " what?! Poli Bear! Lols"

Grandmum: "OH! Nini you bully me uh!"

Kaykay, i know it's not funny. -.-"

But i laugh at it though. (:

Went to the kid's world.

I got to touch and feed a horse. The horse actually

saw his teeth to me. Hehehehe~

At first it was so geli to feed or to touch. Scary~

But at last succed!

Blah blah blah.

Than it was rainin'. So went home!

Alright.

xoxo.

what to do?

2009-11-19T22:20:00.003+08:00

Hms, let's see.. what to post.

today i worked almost the whole day.

9:30am-3:30pm

Reach home at around 4pm.

tired~

Yesterday had NPCC CCC trainin'.

It was damn tirin'.

Before that ate lunch with Shiyin & Brandon

at LJS. Hahaha. :D

Hms.. thats all i think.

My mind is blank though.

I know the picture suck! Hehe~

Alright.

"You.. Are we improvin'?"

xoxo.

Cut my own finger.. :'(

2009-11-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

Today went to work.

Was too tired to go. Hahaha!(:But still go though.

Do all the work super fast thanfinish at 3:30 pm.

Went to grands house>fetch my bro>home.

Alright.

" How could you do that to me?"

xoxo.

2009-11-14T20:31:00.002+08:00

Today didn't do much. Still sick.. :(

Stayed at home than went to my cousin.

Home than i don't know what's next.

To Ratna, please don't regret your decision.

Think it through kay?

Two more days before you anni.

And i'll will help you & give you a shoulder for you.

Alright.

" Glad that you are understanding."

xoxo.

Sick..

2009-11-13T14:57:00.003+08:00

Today suppose to go to work.

But need to take leave because i'm sick. :(

Fever. Cough. Running nose.

Sad case right? I know, tell me about it.

Hmms.. Let's see nothing to do at home.

Finish half of my malay correction.

Than too lazy to continue.

Hehehe~

I think i'm gonna sleep or

watch Paranormal Activity. Lols.

Ghost story. Whoo~

Alright.

" A twist in very story, feeling the empitiness. "

xoxo.

2009-11-11T21:57:00.003+08:00

Hello, people!(:

Had NPCC today, its was CCC team.

CampCraft Competition! :D

Its was okay. Hahahaha! Lols!(:

Shiyin got alot to tell me.

ALL he stories was running through my ears.

Hahaha. Babe, you were really a GOOD talker.

Hahahaha, Lols!

Alright.

"I won't leave you so easily. Same goes to you. Guess

we are too tight to each other. When we are away from each other,

emptiness is there."

xoxo.

OMGG!

Exhausted~

2009-11-10T22:13:00.003+08:00

Hello!(: today was my first day of work.

Damn, it was really tiring.

Work from 9:00 to 3:30pm. -.-"

Break was for awhile luh. But after all...

i'm working for the MONEY! Hehehe~

Lols, get the first salary on the last day of this week!

Whoo~

Kaykay! Don't know what to post already.

Alright.

xoxo.

Miss & Love you..

2009-11-07T18:34:00.003+08:00

Hello people!(:

Nothing to say about today.

But yesterday had BBQ at Nurul's house.

We were celebrating her birthday. Its was belated though.

Hope you like the little celebration from us, babe.

We baked a cake for her. Hehehe~

Its not fantasic but its from our hearts. LOL.

Start the BBQ at 7:00pm until 10:00pm. Played Twister & Nurul's

brother, Alif. He is so cute. Hahaha~

Than had problems but i don't wish to elaborate it at all.

Hahahaha~ but overall it was the best!

I had aloads of fun though.

Alright.

xoxo.

I don't know what else..

No News..

2009-10-31T22:42:00.005+08:00

Updating News: Shiyin is gone for 5 days..

Hello, peeps!(:

today woke up at 9:00pm.

Watch TV> bathe> eat> out to Woodlands.

Nothing to do man! Eventhough its a joy that its

school holidays but it will get bored soon. Lols.

But i'm getting a job soon! Working with my grands shop. (:

Next week having Malay 'N' Level remedial. -.-"

Gonna be tiring man. But its okay, its good!

Learning is going to 'fun'.

Bought clothes. HAHAHA. At Cotton On.

Alright thats all about it.

No mood to post already.

xoxo.

haisk..

Lols.

2009-10-30T08:41:00.004+08:00

Updating News: Shiyin is gone to Kunming for 4days! ):

HiLow peeps!(:

Long since i post! Miss me? Hehehe.

I know you do. -.-" dotss..

Today is the last day in school! Woohoo!

Right now posting in school though.

Just want to say to Ratna. Don't be sad kay?(:

You always have your friends & cousin behimd you.

We are 247 for you, expect we are Zzzz..

HEHEHE. :D

Yupyup!(: thats all about it. Lols.

Just got nothing to say.

To the little girl in Kunming, hope she enjoy there.

Miss her much!

& to the Goondos that did not come school!

HMPH!

Alright.

xoxo.

my carebear!

Missing Much!

2009-10-25T21:42:00.004+08:00

Updating: in a few more days, SCHOOL IS OVER.

Missing friends ALOT. No more chatting with them.

& no more fun, joy & laughter! NO.

On the 23, Friday. Went to Night Safari with..

Ratna, Nurul, Hanafi, Amzar & Thawfiq.

It was damn fun but fucking scary.

Came with Ratna, took the taxi there.

Than we arrive, met up with the rest.

Me & Ratna got chased by a Pontianak.

I screamed infront of him.

Ratna & me got really scared.

I breakdown on the spot. Ratna & Nurul hugged me.

Sweet of you guys! Love you much!(:

Than the Tramp, Ratna & me sit in the middle

of Thawfiq & Amzar. Hehehe.

We were really scared but must be BRAVE!

Than went to Yishun to eat.

Thats all about it.

Alright.

xoxo.

Bored to Death...

exhausted totally...

2009-10-14T20:06:00.003+08:00

The memories we used to have. :D

Hello.. today i was flat almost the whole day.

Even my Maths paper 2, i can't really think. My mind was fully blank.

"Thanks" to somebody last night, talked till 3:30 AM!

Many many things we talked about.

HAHAHA.

Today after the paper went to the library help Rattna with her art.

Than took a nap awhile, cause i was extremely exhausted to death.

Than went to fetch my bro>home.

Now want to start with my D&T. Haisk..but i want to sleep. ):

It's okay, bear with it. HAHAHA.

YEAY! On 17 October we are going out! We are going

ice skating. HEHE. But i'm sad for Shiyin. Hers can't make it. Sad!

Hopefully he'll turn up on the actual day itself! PLEASE!

xoxo.

I'm flat...

2009-10-12T21:49:00.003+08:00

Hello! hmms...today had Physics paper.

Its was okay, not too difficult,

not too easy. Just right for me to answer.

Than went home straight after the paper cause after

that studying with Shiyin & Rattna at the library.

YEAH! HAPPY! LOLS!

Iszuwan and Rattna's Sis was there too.

the surrounding was alittle tension but..after awhile

later, it was chillax!(:

I help Rattna to draw her art work.

because i was bored to death. Lols. than went to

fetch my brother>HOME> online!!

Alright. & to someone i'm sorry i did not tell you

earlier. i did not have the courage to tell. sorry.

xoxo.

"you are always everywhere in me,

in my heart, in my dreams,

in my mind & my thoughts.."

thats what you say.

Do we look alike?

2009-10-10T11:56:00.007+08:00

Do we look alike?

Hello! Yesterday hang out with Rattna.

Eventhough it was just the two of us but it was gerek!

Hahaha! After when to J8, together with Sukma.

Than we walk around J8 to find someone upcoming birthday.

HEEHEE! :D

Than went MD to buy ice cream. Cause i want to eat!

BLUEK!

The two of them just LOOK at my ice cream! Nenipupupu!

Than when to take bus 410 green to send Sukma home.

Just to pass the time. Hehehe. All of the sudden,

Rattna stomach hungry.

So we when back to J8 to buy Sushi!

Yummy! We eat the playground & talk about

US! Nabileh!! Remember Rattna?!

HAHAH. Than walk walk around. Joke here & there.

Than meet up with my mum, eat at Swensense.

Saw the Swensense guy!

Go luh something happen, we laugh laugh!

Mum: You got smile to Liyana's mum or not?

Nori: Ya, i got smell to her mum. Opps!

Rattna: SMELL! Smile luh!

Nori: OH! Sorry, say wrongly! HEHEH

Many more happen. Than went to library talk & laugh.

My mum keep on asking us to keep quiet. HEHE.

Than went to fetch my bro.

Than it was split way. Hahah. It was FUN!

Alright.

xoxo.

I don't know.

Rattna- Thank You for hanging out with me!

& about Iszuwan don't worry, hope today you two OKAY!(:

I'm here for you 24 hours expect when i'm sleeping. Cause i tido mati -.-"

SEE YOU ON MONDAY OR TUESDAY!

Is it time..? o.o

2009-10-08T14:36:00.005+08:00

I don't know what i'm thinking.

I'm lost. I'm gone to no way. Looks like nobody going

to help me. I love you monkey<3

I love you my friends but i don't know what are you thinking?

I don't know what i'm thinking too.

I'm sorry to all of you. I feel that i'm useless. I feel that

i'm done. Is it all true about me?

What am i now? me or not me?

Please tell me what are your feelings?

xoxo.

Whats happening?!

2009-10-07T20:55:00.003+08:00

SUPS?! People out there!

today had Maths paper.... Man, it was an mind cracker.

Think & think & think & think.

But atleast some of the question i can solve.

But i think im gonna flung it again....

okayokay, lets not say about exam paper fo now.

went home after the paper.

Than have to rush out to visit my auntie.

Who just give birth to my BABY COUSIN!

YEAY!

She is so cute, her name is Farah something.

I forget what the other name. HEHE.

Sweet like an angel, cute like a baby bear.

-.-" thats lame. :D

okayokay.

xoxo.

I'm sorry, i've create this mess....

2009-10-05T19:43:00.002+08:00

Hello people! (:

Exam are here. today was my first paper.

Social Studies. it wasn't that difficult but just that i study wrong chapter.

Hehehes^^ Lols.

tomorrow is English but cannot chillax.

because the next day is MATHS!

OMGGG! i'm so scared.

NEED TO PASS MY MATHS!!!

this time must do well. need to get to sec 4!!

tomorrow i'm going to study with Rattna & Shiyin at the library.

today nothing much happen..

Alright.

xoxo.

i want to see & hug you..

Problems, problems & problems.

2009-10-03T13:23:00.003+08:00

Hello.. it has been really long since i post .

Hahas^^ been really busy too .

Having problems much. with family. with friends & monkey.

Yesterday was the worse day ever!

I was having such a FUN time all along. when they came in and crash it.

I know i know that i can't blame them as they are doing the

right thind for me but at the same time bad TOO.

Hiask..they finally happy with it. But what i'm wondering

is why monkey still wanting me ? Is he really in love me,

eventhough he got a warning? Is this for real ?

what are the answer to ALL the question ?

Please please plaese. i need to know the answer.

& i'm so sorry to all to trouble you. to get your life in this mess.

i'll try to make it up to you all. i'm sorry.

Alright. GTG!

xoxo.

i'll remember you.

2009-09-26T15:06:00.002+08:00

Hello! today is going to be a short post .

Hahas^^ having Open House at my house of cause .

sorry to those who wasn't invited . hehes^^

clean the house from morning till now .

haisk... berry berry tiring . haha^^

now want to entertain those who are here .

alright .

xoxo.

hmms...what will the answer be?